Listening to: Persona 3 The Movie 1&2 soundtracks
Reading: The Dissociation of Haruhi Suzumiya
Watching: Last Week Tonight with John Oliver
Playing: Persona Q
Eating: Watermelon popsicle
Drinking: Aloe Drink
I've never been good a jotting down my thoughts, I'll usually get an idea to write something I will then get distracted leave the tab open and several hours later come to it and ultimately not write anything... Tis a fact of life I suppose. Over all I feel pretty apathetic towards most things which I feel holds me back from expressing myself writing or any creative process, this also affect how I deal with friendships and how friends I've had for years eventually drift away...
Currently I'm working as a help desk technician for a local company. That has it's own stress an drama that goes with it, beyond the clients we interact with on a day-to-day basis yeah aside from people emailing and calling in their problems and our team troubleshooting and escalating tickets the company has an emphasis on learning and self improvement which is great but I really can't get myself to start studying for my next tech certification I currently have my A+ which is basic hardware knowledge and troubleshooting of desktop computers, THe next Cert I'm working towards will be the Server+ which is like the A+ but for servers but yeah just can't bring myself to sit down and commit to learning... My sleep habit haven't changed much despite having an 8am-5pm job, while better than the never ending shifts of restaurant work it's tiring, going to bed at midnight and waking between 6-7am doesn't help either.
I've been work shopping this idea for a comic for awhile now, trying to grab inspiration from themes I enjoy as well as songs. Been throwing around the name Jude around, like from the beatles song, been trying to figure out who this central character will be what will their characteristics be? Been toying with the idea of setting it in the real world but maybe with a hinted twist to it nothing addressed but it's mentioned in the background, I've always enjoyed worlds that don't fully explain themselves just with a little bit of mystery...
Really I'm just jotting down my thoughts at the moment there no real point being made here but still I wanted to share.
Thank you for reading the train of thought of a madman.
~Bjorn "SirBlix" Fontaine, 2015